Flaws.

1. I smile too often when I should be crying

2. I confuse my happiness and sadness to the point where I don't even know how I feel.

3. I stutter out words when I'm not even nervous instead I'm mad.

4. I cry alone when I know comfort during these times are essential.

5. My thoughts of dying are constant.

Flaws I once thought were good.

1. Being a good friend to those who take me for granted.

2. Being honest way too often.

3. Having my heart wide open without judgement.

4. Being a kind person, Loving people for who they are.

5. Crying for someone I lost when they can careless.

flaws I've lost 

1. Being oblivious to how people talk to me.

2. Not knowing when to shut up in just listen.

3. Being happy without care.

4. Taking people for granted.

5. Letting myself out into the world.

flaws others see

1. Anti social-when I want to be left alone. 

2. Way too bubbly-laughs a lot.(for anything)

3. Nerd.-getting good grades is not considered a good thing if you're about it.

4. Gets embarrassed easily.-theater

5. Thinks too much.-paranoid with teachers.

flaw I hate the most.

1.recently i thought thinking of wanting to die was a normal teen feeling.. Lots of teens feel that way. Just again, recently I thought I was happy but then I cry our of nowhere when I'm all alone.. And I think if I just died this won't occur as often. Life is a good thing and I know this. I know one day I'll be happy and less stressed but these thoughts occur and my state of mind blanks out.

My heart tightens and my energy lacks.. 

I just want to get better for myself and I hate this flaw. I never want to think about dying the way I do(suicidal) I just want to live a happy life but reality is hard. Don't worry abot me though. 

That's  not what I want. I just want to let it out, get feedback about how other people see themseleves. Have someone relate... Go to sleep peacefully and not eternikey because I know deep down somewhere that even though I'm thinking this way, I really want to live.