so, because i thought i should write about the top!myung issue involving me not liking to write it here i am.

first of all, i don't hate top!myung. i read it, so why would i hate it? and hating top!myung is stupid because who tops in myungyeol/sooyeol is irrelevant because as long as they love each other i'm okay with everything. (okay, not everything but you get what i mean, don't you?)

second, i did write it, okay, so i'm not against it.

third, it's just that my preference is top!yeol.

i knew with my previous blog post i'd offend some people because top!myung is their world. but how top!myung is theirs, top!yeol is mine.

i'm totally okay with top!myung people, i do respect them seeing myung as the one with the upper hand when it comes to certain things. it's okay because it's myungyeol. but i don't get why people hate on me because i like it more when yeol has the upper hand. what is wrong with that?

yeol does seem more manly these days and me seeing yeol as seme in myungyeol/sooyeol is my opinion. i do respect your opinion about top!myung, so why don't you respect mine?

i don't hate on you because you like myung to top, do i? so why do you hate on me?

and, how i said, I feel irritated with writing top!myung. but that's just how i feel about it. for me it's not that easy to write it when i'm more someone to write yeolsoo, okay? and it's UP TO ME to decide who's gonna top in MY myungyeol/yeolsoo stories.

if you feel offended, okay, i can't do anything about it. but if you say i hate on top!myung​ then you interpret what i wrote so wrong. because i love top!myung. it's just i prefer top!yeol.

(i'm sorry for everyone who reads this and thinks wtf but i'm fed up with some people that tell me i should stop the hate and i'm like "what hate?" because i don't hate on top!myung. it's just that... ugh... i'm angry right now and i'm so fcking angry i'm gonna stop here before i rant a lot more. i'm sorry guys, i'm truly sorry for taking up your time with this sht.)