so the chat here is a wonderful, busy, mesmerizing thing. all the peeps who talked with me today there, you are awesome and thank you.

I'm going back home on Friday, visiting my family after a few months. I should buy some Christmas presents, though.

(this is where 's gonna happen, close the window and peek at some butts, please.)

I decided to give it a shot because since I moved out a lot of things has happened and still are happening, I have a job that I truly like and I do it seven days a week, from morning to night and I love it. but. since I live in the hotel, a lot of my time is spent here and honestly, where are you at people?

those, who keep spending their valuable time with writing nice messages to me, thank you so much.

basically what I'm trying to say is that this new, bubbly, tiring but exciting journey is absolutely worth everything it takes and absolutely gives everything it can give. it's a good life, but it's kind of lonely. it is ing lonely.

so what I want to say is not like 'hey, you two have some of the same interests, you sooo need to be like bffs and stuff', hell damn no. that.

what I mean is for example me, I like KPop and I have some butts and songs and weekly idol episodes I truly adore, kinda into it. it's not a lifestyle or obsession for me, but it's a huge part of my life and I enjoy it nevertheless. and when you have something you are interested in, it's good to have people around you who listen to it. even if they don't have any s left to give for it, they will listen or maybe they are secretly EunHae shippers at heart, I dunno. since in my freetime I mostly gravitate to the things I like, like Death Note or KPop or winged eyeliner, not having anyone and not having anyone who knows what I'm talking about is kinda sad sometimes.

just make some connections if you have the chance, even if you like to be alone, this is what I'm trying to say.