So i'm literally wide awake but i'm tired at the same time. Confused? Same as I.

It's been like this for a while and i guess this is the main reason I want to be alone a lot of the time. 

Like, I can sleep. I WANT to sleep but this little part of my brain's like lol füćk your sleep, we have wifi

Okay so enough of that. I'm really upset. 

So apparently, Jessica was kicked ouT OF SNSD PORQUE JOSÉ??

I thought it was a rumor but after some research, i found out it wasnt and kabloomey, there goes my nice day. 

Like what the actual hell SMEnt? Bruh. She is the FREAKING JESSICA JUNG OF SNSD. 

What is life?

Ive heard/read all sorts of things like:
"She quit because of her members" or "SMEnt kicked her out" or "she was given a decision between SNSD and her fashion company and she obviously chose her company" but any one of these could be true and it is literally making me so emotionally unstable.

Im probably going to cry but im too tired and hyper at the same time? I dont even know but im sick of it.

I even read an article saying it could possibly wreak havoc on Krystal and i just kdhvskavajabsgsg

WHY???

I love Krystal and Jessica and I honestly thank God for their existence but what is this??

Not only is Jessica, one of the most loyal members of SNSD out of the band, but SMEnt just lost so many fans by doing this. Also imagine what will happen to the YulSic fandom omg

Kryber hasn't been really active but at least we KNOW there will be more in the future. SMEnt just pretty much took the yulsic fandom, placed its roots in the ground and watered it every day so that it became a beautiful tree then the next day poured gasoline all over it and set it on fire. 

I'm so mad.

Any-whom, BangTan Seonyondan tho. 

Those sëxÿ beasts never fail to woo me. 

They blew me away with their album Dark and Wild, made me obsessed with Hormone War omg, and manage to stay so hottt. Now they made a new Japanese album called Wake Up and I just "KYAAAAAAAAA!!!"

My two biases?:

Rap Monster: a true definition of a beast omg. He was my first bias and I just could not get over how hot he was until i saw the mv to Boy In Luv and V's orange hair and sëxÿ body came into and and I *blushing so hard*

V: do i even need to go over how amazing his FACE is, how amazing his BODY füćk, how amazing his VOICE is. He can hit the high notes, he can hit the low notes, he can hit anything and still sound so amazing, I always get chills when I hear his low voice. Not to mention his sense of humor and his random wacky self. If my friends saw him, they would in all honesty, compare him to me and I think that's why I like him so much? 

Dont get me wrong. I dont have a crush on anyone of these guys or the rest of the šëx-on-legs guys in BTS but I, a musician ever since I have been in elementary school, and also a lover of dancing, can never fail to be amazed at BTS. They make me feel like a better person. They make me want to get up and dance (especially V's dance in Boy In Luv *sings* wae nae mamuel hudinundi gundae) 

I feel as if they will go far, and they actually are with all the fans theyre getting every day. It makes me happy. Not many things impress me but BTS never fails to leave me breathless. *sings* You leave me breathless, I still can't believe that you're mine (Breathless by Shayne Ward. Really recommend :3)

I feel like I can tell you guys because you really dont know me, know my friends, know anything about me (if I blog often you'll hopefully get to know me better ;))

I'm biual and the closest person I can get to a crush (in Kpop) is Krystal Jung. Kekekeke but I'm not going to act on it kekekeke she all Amber's kekekekekekekekekekeke 

～～～（≧∇≦）

Ugh.

This felt good. 

I'll definitely be doing this more often.

I'll still post about the Jessica Jung and SMEnt problem because this is not okay.