So, this isn't anything related to this site, writing, asian or otherwise. Well, maybe a little to do with the asian part. But yeah, I just needed to rant. 

warning some lewd language??

Uhg, I’m just so frustrated, and angry and mad, like what the acutal . Is this just a Korean mother thing, or is it all moms or is it just my mom? Like, we get home after having a super awesome day, yay! We just saw Into the Woods, it’s late, I didn’t eat lunch meaning I only had breakfast and dinner and that doesn’t rest well with my poor stomach, so I’m hungry. I go to eat A SINGLE BOILED EGG. And she won’t let me! Because I’m too fat??? Wtf mom. Thanks for calling me fat. And then I let the waterworks flow and she lets me eat the egg. BUT only while lecturing me on how I should work to lose weight and I really shouldn’t be getting angry at her because it’s okay for her to tell me I’m fat since she’s my mother and “not a friend who’s making fun of me” because she’s informing me so that I can work at losing weight. But here’s a news flash mom! I know how much I weigh, I know what’s healthy for me and what’s not, thanks a lot. AND THEN TO MAKE IT ING WORSE my dad of course has to add his two cents saying “It’s for your own good. You said you wanted to be popular, well, have you ever heard of boys liking fat girls? No, of course not” I MEAN ING EXCUSE ME? Do I look like I care if boys like how much I weigh, no I ing do not. THanks for that, though. I really needed it. 

I’m 5 foot 5 inches, 130 pounds, Asian female. The doctor says I’m a perfectly healthy weight, and yes I know I live in America but I am of Korean descent meaning that my biology is “different” from white people, so I should try to be on the “slimmer side” or whatever compared to what is healthy for white people. But still, I'm not anywhere near obese or anything. That doesn’t mean it doesn’t hurt to continuously be called fat. Jesus mothering Christ. Just take a break for once.

On a happier note, I've just discovered edits of kpop songs to genderbent versions and they sound absolutely wonderful.