Call me a fan that can't move on or whatever, I don't care. I know bringing this up will just bring tears, but I can't hold it anymore.

Since that day, I tried to stop myself from posting anything, from posting something related to this issue. But I can't fight the urge to write this down. If you don't want to see yourself stained in tears, don't continue reading this. I know how much it hurts.

At first, I felt so sad. Wolf, the song that I first heard from that group. Growl, the first mv I've watched from that group. That group was introduced to fans as M1, then when they debut, they were called Exo. Deprived from 'Exo Planet', meaning out of this world.

They go through sweats and pain just to reach it this far. But why do fans hesitate when voting for 'Best Male Group'? I'm not saying I hesitated, whenever I vote for them, I always say, 'They deserve it'

When Kris filed a lawsuit news was confirmed, I... I felt.... I felt that this is all wrong. But I'm happy and sad at the same time. Sad, because he left Exo and happy, because, now everyone knows what SM.ent really is. He fought for his freedom. SM.ent is filled with lawsuits this year. I'll be writing everyday here, sharing my own opinion. This is a late one, I know. But, I'm glad I wrote this down. The heavy feeling in my heart is finally gone. 

2014, your always giving things. 2014, you'll end soon. Annyeong issues!

2015, please don't add more. 

Everything started. Slowly, true colors came out. I know I shouldn't jump into conclusions, but, c'mon! Many hints are given already! Lawsuits?! Slapping?! Improper treatment?! I'm not going all crazy here.

I was reading my friend's k-journal and totally laughed at the qoute I saw:

"You can hate SM, but don't hate me"

- Chanyeol

So, this is incomplete.  I just want to tell you guys that 'Kris, Sica and Luhan are too fab for SM' 'Accept the truth' 'Hwaiting Baekyeon' 'SULLI IS DAEBAK' "RESPECT the IDOLS desicions'

Thanks for reading.