Leaving (Not AFF)
"So much of what we do is ephemeral and quickly forgotten, even by ourselves, so it's gratifying to have something you have done linger in people's memories."
- John Williams
You know what? I'm done. I'm tired of being thrown aside like dirt in convos.
Y'all in that chat, you clearly do not acknowledge my presence. In fact pretty much a party goes on every time I'm not on from me observing as an anon, so I'm out.
I'mma stick my unfun in another chat, one that I truly consider a REAL family. You all try to be a family but from what I know, members of a family always listen to each other. And yet apparently you listen to me as an anon a lot more than when I actually do sign in. Members of a family don't call each other unreasonable or FAKE as well. How is THAT a family?
Family reason with one another, understand each other, and care for one another.
I'm finding my own happiness. I refuse to put smiles on you all by detaching from my true self, simply so you people can acknowledge my existance.
You all probably didn't even notice that I departed that place. You're all too busy sharing laughs, being happy and sh*t, something that frankly never happens whenever I'm online (from my observations as an anon). There's nothing to apologize for frankly, I can already tell from my lack of presence that you don't give a about me so why suddenly give a about me simply due to me going public about it? Enough with the bullsh*t already.
Peace out GoAFF. I'm finally at peace and frankly, you will be too. Heck, you already are.
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