Leaving (Not AFF)

"So much of what we do is ephemeral and quickly forgotten, even by ourselves, so it's gratifying to have something you have done linger in people's memories."

- John Williams

 

You know what? I'm done. I'm tired of being thrown aside like dirt in convos.

Y'all in that chat, you clearly do not acknowledge my presence. In fact pretty much a party goes on every time I'm not on from me observing as an anon, so I'm out.

I'mma stick my unfun in another chat, one that I truly consider a REAL family. You all try to be a family but from what I know, members of a family always listen to each other. And yet apparently you listen to me as an anon a lot more than when I actually do sign in. Members of a family don't call each other unreasonable or FAKE as well. How is THAT a family?

Family reason with one another, understand each other, and care for one another.

I'm finding my own happiness. I refuse to put smiles on you all by detaching from my true self, simply so you people can acknowledge my existance.

You all probably didn't even notice that I departed that place. You're all too busy sharing laughs, being happy and sh*t, something that frankly never happens whenever I'm online (from my observations as an anon). There's nothing to apologize for frankly, I can already tell from my lack of presence that you don't give a about me so why suddenly give a about me simply due to me going public about it? Enough with the bullsh*t already.

Peace out GoAFF. I'm finally at peace and frankly, you will be too. Heck, you already are.

 

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SoshiSaranghae
#1
Really? Not to be rude, but it sounds like your begging for attention. If you see that the people on chat don't notice or talk to you, why just automatically assume that it's their fault for ignoring you? You talk about them not being a 'family' because they are telling people that they are fake or unreasonable, but did you notice that you are also judging them for many reasons? And they probably give a '' about it because you publicly announced to all of your friends that they are and don't give a about anyone but themselves. Think about that, Steven. As an adult, and also in life you learn to notice that life doesn't give you everything you want at your fingertips. you have to work for it. I've actually gained a lot of good friends from chat, who I still talk to now. I wouldn't have even actually clicked on this post if I didn't mistake it for my friends post, but this irked me.
Coiste #2
Good move, man \o/ You've got your real family with AFFShidae :)
Geeky4ever
#3
At least you have us to cheer you up, right? ^_^
angelaziegler
#4
Mmm.......
minjeonginamo
#5
I know I at words but, I hope you'll be okay, Steven. (: