My Username

My username, Hopeless Midori, I just made that up randomly. I guess not really randomly? It has a meaning behind it.

Hopeless; I am hopeless in real life. In everything! I just do whatever I want, when I want. I have no real goals in life. No ambition. I just go with the flow. Whatever comes up, I just deal with it. I'm not good at anything. Ever heard of "Jack of trades, master of none."? Well, that's exactly what I am. I do not excell at a certain thing. I can do pretty much everything, but with a so-so performance. I think that's convenient and sad, at the same time. I eat too much, I sleep too much, I goof around too much, I procrastinate too much, I fangirl too much, I obsess too much. I really am hopeless, am I?

Midori; Well, 'midori' is the Japanese word for green. And green is my favorite color. And I like the way it sounds. I think it has a nice ring to it, along with the word 'hopeless'.

Life As a Fanfic Writer

Hmm.. I have to say it's fun and tiring at the same time. It consumes a lot of my time, but I always manage to balance it along with my university life. At first I never thought I'd write, since I was always contented with just reading fanfics. One day, I just suddenly realized I wanted to try writing one, so I did! At first, I was a bit reluctant, since I'm not that confident with my grammar and vocabulary. But I thought, what the hell? If they don't like it, then they don't. I don't have to please them. I just want to express myself. And it was fun! I found happiness in writing.

K-Pop Group Preference

As you guys noticed, I'm only writing about Mino and Jinwoo, as I am currently obsessed with the K-Pop band, Winner. I find these guys so charming! I love their music style. Each one of them is talented and charismatic. They're different from other groups. 

Big Bang was originally my favorite group, and they still are. They're the one that got me into the K-Pop hype. I've been supporting them for many years. I loved them since they were still on their "Lies" era. Even now, I still love them. They have reached a whole new level. And they will always have a special place in my heart. They made me feel things that I've never felt before. 

But now, Winner is currently winning my heart(pun intended). Don't get me wrong, I'm not setting aside Big Bang. I love these groups equally and differently, at the same time. Unlike BB, I've witnessed the rookie period of Winner. I saw how they worked hard to win the title 'Winner'. I cheered for them and cried for them. I saw the whole thing. I was there. For BB, I got hooked on them when they already made a name in the industry. So, I guess my love for them is different, but not less.

Story Theme Preference 

Mino and Jinwoo. They're my favorite from the group. Mino is so appealing, and funny. He has a deep voice, which I really love, and so good at rapping. He also reminds me of GD, my bias in BB, along with Seungri. For Jinwoo, I really like his a-bit-husky-and-rough voice. And he's so cute! He and Mino are so cute and funny together! I ship them so much! They fit my preference; naive uke and funny-but-can-be-scary seme. 

I'm also thinking about writing a Nyongtory fic. I'm not sure if I can do it now, but I will. In the near future. I'll think about it. I have ideas that fits GD and Seungri. Of course GD as the seme, and Seungri as the uke.