My holiday is near to the end, I don't know why I feel very uneasy to start the next sem. I hate this feeling, have to say goodbye to all even to my home sweet home. Yes, just a year more there but a year is like a million years for me. Hope I get enough strength to stay there without crying like before. The saddest thing is there is no one understand me. Why I being threw there... Why? 

I just want to express my feeling here... I don't want their attention, I only hope they can understand me. That's all.. Sorry for everything. Next year will be the most important year for me. After I graduate from there, I hope can be happy back...

-ButterflyShida-