Honestly I think this blog is really going to be about me just facing my problems helping people with their problems. So the notes below are going to be questions I got asked by my friends and some people I get dmed on instagram so I am just going to answer them on here.

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Q: So me and my bestfriend Martin [have been bestfriends ever since grade 5 (We are in grade 10 now) and we have been ever so close. And to be honest I grew feelings for him in grade 6 a year after we met and I have liked him since. We actually moved to a new High school together but there we met a girl named Jenny. Jenny became our new bestfriend we actually got along pretty well, but as my friendship grew with Jenny I felt like my friendship with Martin has been deacresing. Before we used to text each other goodnight or good morning and face time or oovoo each other everyday after school for like 7 hours. But ever since we met Jenny he has been sort've avoiding me I thought it would be just so he can have 2 best friends but I was wrong it seemed like he liked her. I always had to put on this mask and pretend i'm fine, of course I had other friends but I couldn't talk to them about anythign without them not understanding the whole sistuation. Then today I almost broke down. There I saw Martin and Jenny kissing behind the school it turns out they have been dating for a month already. I swear I slapped him so hard that he almost bled and I litteraly almost fainted. We haven't talked since then he tried to text me or call me or talk to me in school but I dont know what to talk about with him and anymore. I still cry everyday and everynight and no one knows what to do to calm me down even I don't know what to do

A: Talk to him I am pretty sure he was going to tell you eventually but it might have been hard, what would you do if you were in their shoes? Obviously it would be hard to tell them. Finding out that your 2 bestfriends have been dating for a month it might be hard to let that pass but life still goes on. I want you to stop crying every night even though its your crush I want you to stop crying everyday and everynight it's not even worth it. Crying will do nothing. Talk to him but don't give your trust to them yet they should earn it back

ME

I feel sad honestly. My crush said to me that we shouldn't hang out anymore. 

~Nothing hurts me more than realizing he was everything to you and you were nothing to him~

~People cry not because their weak it's because they have been strong for too long~

~Now we are back to where we started, Strangers~