How I wish I could just go back to my childhood, when none of these pains hurt me. Seriously, it damn hurts. I'm tired. So tired. I'm so tired of my life's drama. I'm still 19 years old and I feel like my responsibility is for 50's. I should not be working for the baby's food. Should not be home just think of what food to eat. It feels like I'm a mother already! Demn. I hate this. I hate my life. I really do.

I DIDN'T SIGN FOR THIS LIFE! T_T