I am so fat *cries*

Hey sorry....

but this week I have felt so fat and bloated that was for two reasons one I actually gained some weight due to the second issue since I comfort eat to help the pain go away and I just wish I had taken ing tablets...my face looks fat my stomach is fat my thighs have make out sessions 24/7 they only have a small gap towards my weirdly turned knees that face inwards and look nothing like normal knees... My feet are to big size 7-9 I just wish to have size 5 again so I can wear nice shoes and not look like a clown..

my hair also this week just wouldn't co-operate with me at all...it looked messy my full fringe looked a mess and I couldn't work out why since it had just been cut, I would brush it but it would just have lots of nots again parts were sticking out and things but when I put it up it didn't help at all I just looked even more fat *cries* 

i just wish to be skinny and I want to work out but I can't because of my back injury, this is one reason I hate my friends at school! I am made to stand up all of lunch while they sit and eat....I am always hurt now...

 

*CRIES* 

 

i dont care I will work out and risk my back getting worst just to feel happy with myself and not worry about the boys who call me fatty and stuff... 

Better start tonight good time is when my mum is asleep so hmm it's what 20:19 now I will start at 22:00...

bye bye sorry for my weird rant about how much I hate my appearance xx

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meemee22 #1
Btw if you have Instagram or snapchat we could talk if it makes you better.
meemee22 #2
WHAT THE ACTUAL YOU HAVE FRIENDS LIKE THAT?
ME, I AM A DARK SKINNED TAMIL ASIAN WHO IS IN LONDON MEANING I TOO STAND OUT BUT IF ANYONE DECIDED TO TALK TO ME OR IN FACT ANYONE LIKE THAT I WOULD GET REALLY REALLY PISSED
please don't worry about your appearance. I too am a bit overweight (my hair is fine) but if I got treated like that I would NOT be happy
Stand up for your self. If people don't like the wah you are then THEY are not worth talking to.
DO NOT DO ANYTHING THAT WOULD HURT YOUR BACK. even though I don't really know who you are I would be really upset and hurt if you injured your back trying to change your appearance.
Don't even think about it.
If this doesn't help you then just remember that I too can understand what is happening.
If anyone talks to you like that, think of me and defend yourself.
You should find new friends. I'm sorry for being blunt but these people really don't seem worth wile to me.
I am in a group of five, 4 of the people being white, fully English people. You should find friends that will care neough to offers a seat whether they know about your back or not. Just BECASUE I'm a different colour my friends don't treat me differently.
Please, don't do anthing rash.
Don't injure yourself, if not for yourself then at least for me.
Noona-Jia #3
I bet you are not fat
Accuse #4
If they're your friends then they should know of your back pain and should let you sit?
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