I want to be honest

I met Exo before Bts. I like their songs, mama...wolf growl..and more. But the more i seek of they love, the more i pain.  Im sorry but this is what i thought, i cant be one with them.

 

But then, i met Bts. They caught my heart like a blink of eyes. For the first time, i listen their song, Boy In Luv. Their glances i feel like...im theirs. So i seek for them, the more i seek..the more ..im..happy! Laugh never apart on my lips when i seek for them. They make me miss them every second. 

My mind, they cross my mind. I can be one of them.

Im so sorry exo-l...i want to step into you..but then my heart said, you should be with someone you love. So i choose Bts...

But that doesnt means i hate them...no, im still following them but im with Bts. I love both of them. Happy!

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frutcake #1
don't worry. i pretty much went through the same thing. i was a mess when kris left the group. he pretty much brought a huge downfall to the fandom. it was bad enough but the kris issue made it worse. fanwars within the fandom, exo11 vs kris, kris exo rules, and vice versa. it was horrible. i kinda took a break from the fandom for a while because it was really breaking me. and then baekyeon happened. don't even make me start with luhan. exo and exo-l used to be my safe haven but they turned out to be my worst nightmare. ;;

i started to look for something else to make me happy. i wanted to get away from exo and that's when i met t-ara. they're the true goddesses - every single one of them makes me happy in so many ways. i started to get to know more groups that pretty much helped me with my sadness. girl's day, laboum, purfles, davichi, evol, mamamoo, omg the list goes on. i didn't realize i've become a girl group stan, thanks to exo. lol

i really thought i've gotten over exo completely, but i guess i was wrong. seeing them on mama again with all those awards they received and the speech yixing gave i just- i couldn't hold it. the feels just came back like a wrecking ball. i realized that my feelings for them is just too strong for me to let them go. i admit i've never been so emotionally invested to a group before. exo was my happy pill when i was having a hard time (i went through a bumpy road last year, if ya know what i mean) and i guess it will always be that way. as much as i want to push them away, i can't because exo will always have a special place in my heart. i will keep on supporting them until the end no matter what salty people will say.

what i'm trying to say is that, do whatever makes you happy. i totally feel you on this one. :)

omg i'm so sorry for rambling. i never thought that it'd be this long. O.O i hope you're not mad at me for 'clogging' your blog post lol i needed a place to let this out OTL
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