This is a serious question.

I dreamt of hugging the guy last night. Like air-constricting hug; face buried into his chest and everything. I can still feel that strange sense of being completely engulfed in someone's arms...

What's even stranger is that I don't even have much interest in him. 

So now I will be forever haunted by the mystery of how it actually feels to be hugged by him. Aaaah reality...why are you so cruel?