Annyeong to all my friends!

Today I would to share something with you all.

About what? About Shida's love? 

*nod nod*

Since when?

I don't know. I've no idea at all about that.

The story began like this... 

Once upon a time... *trying to be a storyteller*

Let's get it simple!

On one fine day, there was no electric in my school. Yeah, for every places in my school. Oh, the hot weather on that time was about to kill me. I can't stand with the hot weather. And it was my Malay Language class for double period, about 1 hour and 20 minutes. Because there was no electric on that day, my teacher instructed us to pull all the table to the both side of the class and made a circle then sit together, like having a campfire. That was my first time having that kind of session. That session named as "Luahan Perasaan". The teacher would ask the one that she wanted to ask and that person must answer honestly. I'm kinda nervous for that session and my teacher also said the one who had to answer her question must be stood at the centre of the circle. Oh that must be really hard for me. They all know that I'm a shy person and the boys usually will tease me with anything. 

Oh My God... All the question is about love...

And.... my turn...

Starts the Q&A session between me [ME] and my teacher [TE].

TE: Shida, please stand up, now is your turn.

*I'm about walking to the centre of the circle*

TE: Shida, you just stand at your place only. No need to stand at the centre. I don't think you can't answer it if you standing there.

*What she wants to ask me? Why she says like that* ⇔ These questions pop out from  my mind.

TE: Are you ready Shida?

ME: Yes! *full of energy*

TE: State 5 traits of a man that you want to make as a husband one day.

*coughing without stop* ⇒ I choked my own saliva. The rest were laughed at me and some were waiting for my answer.

ME: Teacher, what kind of question is this?

TE: Shida, just answer it and don't change the topic for now. *she smiles*

ME: Uhmm... I don't know. I really don't know.

GUYS: You don't know or you want to keep it as a secret. The question is very easy to answer Shida. Come on!

TE: Yes, they are right this time. If you can avoid this question now, you will face this question a few years from now too. You've to face this. Accept the fact please.

ME: First, I want a guy that keep faith in religion... Means religious.

*I stop for a long time*

TE: Then? The other four?

ME: Second, kind and tolerate. Third, loving. Forth, responsible and fifth, loyal person.

CLASSMATES: Woah... the loyal one..

*What they are thinking about that?"

TE: Thank you for answering the question. Hope you'll get that kindof man to be your husband in the future.

*Okay, I know my face is reddened and I think... why this question is asked to me? Such an unlucky day*

ME: *give out a cold smile*

TE: By the way Shida, do you interested to any boy in your batch?

ME: No.

TE: Seriously? In this school? I mean your senior, form 5 students.

ME: Seriously, I'm not interested to any guys here. Sorry to say, but I think all the guys here are foolish and all the same.

GUYS: *Looking at me agape*

ME: Why? Don't believe I can say like that?

TE: Do you ever fall in love with someone before?

ME: Honestly, never...

TE: Shida, you're very brave to say like that in front of the boys. Very good. You can make them realize.

ME: Thank you teacer.

TE: You can sit now.

I sit with the most annoying face.

TE: Next is _____ turn. *I not paying attention anymore. I think, how come I can get that question. Seriously, I never think about the thing like that.*

Oh, the killer question in my life... 

When I was back to my house, I told my mum about this and she said, "You're already 16, why not you think about that? It's not a fault."

"Oh, like that?" I looked at my mum. She just smile.

Until now, I don't know much about that kind of thing.. Sometime I heard that a few of my new friends said that I've no love feeling. Oh! feeling deep. 

I've love in my heart laa........

p/s : You can take a peek at my new story entitled, SEVERELY.It's about the love between FT Island members and SNSD members. This story is based on a real life. Hope you enjoy the reading. SUBSCRIBE,UPVOTE & COMMENT!

-SHIDA-