I was looking around my Institution today and I was almost horrified to find what the world of Kpop has done to me;I compare every person I see to an idol! Every guy I looked at seemed inadequite and "(Insert attractive idols name) is much more attractive, talented, etc.". I think that I may be doomed to be forever alone since no one can compare to my bias(es). Am I the only one with this issue? It's like looking down a dark hallway with the only source of light being K-idols and everyone else is simply left in the dark. *sigh* Why is there only one of them and so many of us(fangirls)? 

Also I'm all the way in the United States in the Mid-west where virtually no Kpop group ever goes! I'm confined to my computer screen and social media. TT.TT Those in Korea are so lucky that they could walk down a street and see an idol in every day life. To make matters worse, the people that I worship with my entire being don't even know that I exist. Thank goodness I have this site or I would die since no one in my family, friends, even Institution is a Kpop fan. 

For now I will have to settle for the posters on my wall and picture on my phone, but that can only satisfy for so long! 

When will the torture end?

(」゜ロ゜)」