Hello I'm Ellen and I'm 16. Right now I'm a little nervous because today the seeker visited our school to give us instructions for the Event. 

Soon I will be 17. Everyone who is 17 will participate in the Party with their whole family. It's a Party organized by the seekers. They are the rulers, they make the law and decide the major we will be studying particularly they decide just everything that fits us the best.

On the day of the Party I will get to see my destined one for the first time. He will he my perfect match.  It's said that the seekers collect all our data starting from birth to now just to analyze it and find our perfect partner.

We are forbidden to have feelings like love and passion but if it is my destined one, my fiance, my future husband... I'm sure that it's okay to have this feelings for him. 

My mum and Dad meet each other like that. Mum once told me that she didn't like Dad fron the beginning but after the second meeting her feelings for him changed completely. After getting to now him better she fell for him. But it was love at first sight for Dad. Even now mum and dad both are still in love. Mum and Dad are they my dream I also want to experience the same kind of love, I just hope the seekers choose the right one for me, the perfect one. 

I'm looking forward to the Party but there are also times when I get afraid of it. Some times questions like 'Will I really be able to live the rest of my life with him?' 'Will he be able to accept me and love me back?' 'Did he experience forbidden love?' pop up in my head and I get scarred. 

It happens not often but there are some some people who are not able to like their partner while their partner is fascinated by them or those who have once broken the roles, they had feelings loves towards another person other than their partner. For me it woukd be the scariest possibility ever, to have a partner who treats you could and without respect. I don't want to live with someone like that but if that ever happens I would have no other choice but to endure because it's the rule the seekers made and they know what the best for us is.