Goodbye

   These days, you and your boyfriend, Hoseok, rarely meet up. Usually, both of you go out on every weekend to hangout, but this week was an exception, along with the few weeks ago. Hoseok kept giving excuses as he was busy or he had friends sleeping over or he just simply doesn't want to. 

 

   It was the winter holiday. You were walking alone with a paper bag by your side. You kept looking at the gift you bought for your lovely boyfriend. A comfy sweater, one of Hoseok favourite attire. While walking to his house, you saw couples walked pass you, smiles and laughter's surrounded them. You can't help but feel a bit jealous. 

   Something vibrated in your pocket and you took out your phone. It was from your mom, texting you that she and your father was having a dinner and might come back tomorrow sunrise. 

   You placed back the gadget in your pocket. You suddenly saw a couple, sitting at the bench, enjoying their hot drinks while holding hands.Then they exchange presents. They smiled and gave each other short sweet kisses. You just watched them, wishing you and Hoseok would be like that, especially it's the first winter they might spend. 

   You didn't noticed that you were standing frozen while watching the couple. You snapped and quickly walked to your destination. 

 

   You finally reached at your boyfriend's house. The light was still on, sign that Hoseok was still awake. You walked to the front door, prepared yourself as Hoseok didn't knew you were coming. She rang the door bell and waited to surprised him. 

 

   When the door opened, you looked up to drop the paper bag to the cemented floor. Hoseok was in front of the door, and beside him was a girl, probably the same age as you, having her hands on your now ex-boyfriend, Hoseok. 

   Hoseok looked shocked at your sudden appearance at his house. 

   "Oppa, who is this? " the girl asked the frozen Hoseok. Hoseok didn't answers, instead, he asked her to go inside.

 

   Now both of you were alone. Slowly, snow started to pour on you. Your heart was broken. You didn't knew how to react.

   Hoseok was trying to say something, instead it comes out like jumbled words.

   So you smiled. You remembered how Hoseok liked it when you smiled. But the smile you're giving him was a mask, hoping this was just a bad dream. So you spoke up,

   "Just tonight...goodnight" tears started to brim in your eyes as you speak, "Hopefully your heart change tomorrow. If not, then...farewell"

   As you said the last word, you ran off. You didn't want him to see your tears, so you ran as fat as your legs can in the the sudden heavy snowfall. It was as if the snow was crying heavily with you.

 

   You stopped running, you didn't know where you are. The snow was getting thicker by the minute, your view was covered in white.

   Suddenly, you saw a white light coming your way. You didn't knew what happened after that, but you were sure, that the pain were taken away at that moment.

 

   Hoseok was still standing at the door when you ran off. He didn't expect that you found out the way he didn't planned. He was already going to break up with you the next day.

   He noticed the bag that you dropped earlier. He picked it up. He looked inside and there were a bouquet of flowers, a piece a paper and a purple weater that he wanted weeks ago.

   He took out the white note out from the bag. A tear fell.

   'Today was the day I was born, but you made me feel like I was reborn in this world.

I never thought I would have a man by my side to keep me safe.

Even if you grew distant, my heart will ever be with you, even when we are apart.

I Love You   -Your Love'

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