So... 2012 has started. Should I be happy? Sad? Worried? Afraid? To be honest, I'm quite eager. I can't wait for school to start - tomorrow - but there's also a strange reluctance in me. Perhaps I'm hesitant about losing the freedom that the awesome holidays bring? I'm going to miss watching Korean dramas and movies every night. It's just so fun and I'm going to miss it... I can only do it on weekends, I guess. But my three focuses for this year are basically school, literature and family.

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SCHOOL ►
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I'm seriously really under a lot of pressure
for school this year. I must, must, must get
into the top five positions but I'm afraid that
I won't be able to. I was fourth of thirty-nine
this year and that's so close to being out of
the top five! And to make things worse, there
are forty people in my secondary 3 class, and
they are all the crazily smart people; the top
students of 2010. To make things worse, my
subject combination is ridiculous. I don't know
why I actually chose to take it. It's triple science
with geography, social studies, A. Maths, EL,
Chinese, E. Maths and literature. Help! I want
to do well and I'm so afraid I can't...

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I don't think I have been spending enough
time with my family and treasuring the little
things with them. I'm always preoccupied with
school stuff and what not and the worst part
is when I unintentionally treat them badly and
talk rudely and whatnot. I seriously have to
change that, keep more calm and just treasure
all the times. My family is the most awesome
family ever and I don't think I deserve to have
them. I never treat them well enough and I et
too angry too easily. So I've got to change that.
If I can't repay them in any other way, I think I
should at least show them that I love them.

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LITERATURE ►
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Literature is basically the essence of my life. It's
just so amazin to create and to appreciate that of
others. I've been working on a novel recently... well,
three, actually, but none of them ever got finished
because two of them were lost when my computers
died and the last one was just a drag to write. So I'm
going to start on the fourth one which I'm confident in.
I've got the story planned out and all that stuff but I'm
not going to start yet. I'll focus on school first, then
on the novel. Of course there's also Asianfanfics. I've
got three ongoing fanfics but I'm not sure what to do
with them just yet. I just hope that you guys enjoy
what I put out because you guys are the reason I
write! Keke.
 

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I guess I've got a really great load
to work on this year. I hope I can
make it as productive and smooth
as possible. I've got an entire school
year, moving house, a novel, my social
life, my growing depression and my
relationships to work on... Wish me
good luck! I'll need it... I love you guys!
I'll always have Asianfanfics listed as
my favourite site. It's so simple and
homey and welcoming and safe. It's
like a small safehaven to fantasize and
escape, as I've said before. I love it.
 

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BYE! ALL THE BEST FOR 2012!
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