I don't get why it is happening. I tried and tried to forget it but then again, it always comes back and haunts me. I can't forget about them. I still can't believe the issue isn't over yet. I tried being strong for them. It really isn't easy. It hurts. It hurts to see them in this situation. You guys say that it's going to be okay. Will it really be okay? At the end when it's over, will it be okay? They're having their schedules all busy again. I just want them to rest and think this situation over. All those Japanese fans lost hope already. I can't lose hope. I can't lose it. Losing it would mean I'm just there for their popularity. I'm there because I will always support them no matter what situation. But once in a while when things gets too rash, there is a time when we have to break down right? Well mine already happened on my birthday. And today, it happened again. I promised myself I wouldn't cry about their situation, I wouldn't think anything bad about the situation. I promised myself I was going to keep my head held up high hoping for a brighter day, until I see them together, smiling happily, holding hands, wanting us to be proud of them. I broke the two promises, but I'm not going to break the last one, when I see them being happy again. Happy about being proud of us Kamilias that never gave up.