Life is a bit of a joke for me.

Why you ask?

I'm agnostic and I hate god.

My parents are Christians and they love god.

They don't understand me.

They would kill me if they found out that I'm bi.

They would kill me if they knew that I hate god.

It'll come out eventually.

So in the end.

I'm screwed.

They'd hate me.

They'd judge me.

Why can't I just escape already? 

Why can't  I be who I truely am around them?