Dear Shim Changmin....

Just something random i thought of :/

 

 

 

 

Is it wrong to fall in love with someone that doesn't know you exist? Is it wrong to fall in love with someone who lives thousands of miles away? Is it wrong to fall in love with someone of another country? Is it wrong to fall in love.......with you? Your smile brightens up my world when i feel its crashing down. l laugh, I love, I hope, I try I hurt, I need, I fear, I cry. And I know you do the same things too, So we're really not that different, me and you. I worry about you alot but i know you are a tough man (note: not boy) and can handle yourself.   I first became a fan of you over a year ago but in that time i fell for you hard. I know i'm probably just another fan to you but i don't care. I know millions of other girls say the same thing but i'm not the same. If you find someone worth your while then i'll be happy for you and cheer you two on and i won't be like those jealous idiots that all they do is make a big deal about it. I'm behind you every step of the way.I know i haven't been a cassiopeia for long or an official member but in my heart i know i am. I'm a realistic person and by that i know i'm never gonna see you in concert at all unless its in my state but fat chance of that happening. Speaking of despite everything that has been happening between you and your other members you still manage to keep a smile on your face when i know you are really hurting inside. Please take care of yourself. Your health should come first. Or else your family and close loved ones would worry about you.

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changminlover88
#1
Aw :) yeah I was like thinking to myself and decided to type this down<br />
BambiJiBin
#2
I feel the same for Jaejoong~ (to the point some of my friends gave me a new nickname that involved Jaejoong's name upon their series of Jaejoong-related nicknames for me) and its now Psycho Jae >.> Oh lord~ Its all that letter giving thing's fault lol we were supposed to make a deep tearful letter to celebrate Valentine's Day for English class, we were allowed to pick anyone. Me and another classmate chose people who probably don't remember us or don't know we exist (she chose Justin Beiber lol XD) and people saw me cry in front and went aw them my friends called me a psycho lol