I know it has been a long time, and guys i'm so incredibly sorry, but lately the course gave me some busy days, I've spent even a week out in some tiny town with basically no connection, and then came back here and we are working on some project so when I'm not in class I'm with colleagues...

plus they basically turn me into some social animal, always making me go out of the house... it had been like 7 years since I last acted like this, and it's truly tiring, but at least I'm making friends that I hope will last for years from now. They are nice people and they also believe in me somehow, so yeah I'm having a great time and I'm feeling lucky.

Still..this is like too much because it gave me no time to really dedicate to my writing. My mind keeps having fics ideas and i just hope i could have an USB exit from my brain to have all the stories delivered to you in time. Unfortunately I don't, and last time i tried to write INYC chapter I couldn't go anywhere form two pages. It's impossibly hard to write the last chapters and I don't know why nor how to solve this. It hurts but I want to write other things, still if inyc isn't finished I feel weird and I can't even write something else.

DAMMIT... I'm stupid, I know but I'm struggling for real.

Each day that passes I feel more guilty towards you that are there waiting for an update, and I've been too busy to write and time is passing and... *sighs deeply*

Guys, you know that I love you right? I'll be back soon, with my stories and if I'll have a bit of time maybe even drawings... I have INYC poster almost done for a month already and it because i only need to add few details and colors to it and I'll be finally able to show you, yet I haven't touchedd it in weeks. I hate when I'm this unproductive. I'm just a lazy little

and I blabbered so much