Instead of keeping it in, I think you should try writing about it, either on paper or even typing it up. You don't necessarily need to show other people what you wrote but just by writing it down works. My parents are going through a whole divorce thing where they shout at each other everyday over pointless things. It hurts for me to see my family falling apart but I tend to write about how I felt on a piece of paper which makes me feel slightly better. If you want someone to talk to, you can always come to me.

Please watch this video http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=zvkbHIrrrvU.

Instead of killing either yourself or your brother how about becoming a writer in the future.
You shouldn't dwell on the bad things he says.
If you think your friends are fake just test them tell them that you cut yourself and see how they react then you'll know.
You are only twelve don't throw your life away.

You only have a brother... I have 2 brothers and 2 sisters.
Well.... to be honest... they all have something against me. ALL OF THEM. You are never alone. In fact, in this world there are many people who shares the same problem as you do or even worst than what you are facing now. Trust me, when you think there's no out there for you, there's always someone to whom you can talk to (WHICH IS ME). Maybe you think, I am just one of your reader and I may not know who you are. But hey there's no rules on how friendship start. About your group of friends.. just ignore them. They are losing one great person in their life. There's more to this life. You still have a long journey. Don't waste your time cutting yourself. Trust me, you are going to regret what you did now when you look back later in the future. Instead of that, why don't you rant all your feeling by writing a great story. If this is your interest, then continue. You really have a bright future. And don't waste your time, thinking about your brother. I am not asking you to get rid of him. JUST IGNORE HIM. Later on, he will be the one starting a conversation with you again. If you feel like cutting, just do something that you love the most.
DON'T WORRY~~ CHEER UP~~~~ I AM HERE FOR YOU~~~

Cutting distracts your mental pain by changing it to a physical pain and I know how much it hurts. I dont cut but I punch walls, yeah bare fisted until my knuckles bleed and become busted. Fake friends are the worse but you must remember that not everyone is the same, okay they arent real friends but we are, I am, the people who care are, and dont you dare for a second to think that no one cares, cause we do, I do. Your bro maybe has his own problems and I agree, he shouldnt have said that but knowing him... do you think that'll stop him? You also must remember that someone out there have an even tier life than we do so be strong. Fighting! and I do want you to stop cutting but its not easy and we have to take it slowly so, how about that?

No matter how much it hurts or how many times things go wrong do not ever try to harm urself or try to commit suicide. U have so much more potential and ur still young. There is so much more better things to do with life than wallow in ur sorrow. I can understand the situtation that u have with ur brother n ur friends because i too have a very rude bullying brother and friends who i dont consider much as legit friends. It hurts yes. Life yes. But whatever u go through, go through it with a positive attitude. And i dont mean a delusional one like "hey maybe my friends will soon stop being fake or my brother will stop bullying me". No. Nothing like that. Think things like "at least i still get to have friends, at least i have parents who take care of me." Fake friends is a common thing to have during middle school. Its part of the process of fitting in and learning urself. U are worthy of exsisting. Do not forget that. Pray to God and ask him to throw away ur sorrows. Tell him with trust and feeling. He will understand u. U might think oh no god isnt real or then why did these happen to me. Know this: he makes things happen so u can learn, so u can be stronger. So u can survive. If u still dont want to talk to God then just come talk to one of us. Do not think theres no one to help u. We are always here. Maybe not close enough but we are here n we will listen. Dont drown in ur sorrows, swim in them with us so that we can take u to a beautiful tropical island. Never forget that when there r people who dont care, there are people who do. Im always free if u need anything. :)

I used to cut as well, it started when I was 11 that was only two years ago, but listen, things will get better, I promise. And if they don't just talk to me or anyone please, cutting only makes it worse even if you think it helps

Dude! If he was my brother he would't be here couse. I would have kicked him hard en ect. And you don't cut you're self you are not. A. Failure you are amazing just the way YOU Are don't let that get you down
okey and if you want a friend here i am you can always talk to me and everyone on asianfanfics you're not alone okey don't forget that arraso now go do you're thing fighting never give


Ps. Don't get depressesd of that fool he's just a jalous bro you got something that he doesnt have

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Don't let family, or blood relatives if they're that bad, ruin life for you. I went through depression for a long time before I realized that their opinions didn't matter. I wasted several years of my life because I thought that their words were important. They weren't and his aren't either. So just ignore him, don't let him win. If you hate him so much, stick to him by doing everything you can to be happy. That's how you can beat these feelings, and beat your brother at the same time.

Just Because of what he said made you cut yourself but u know what? Tbh that's dumb. Your 12 and you know what? Just Because of what he said made you like that what if in the future more ill words are being said to you and you will continue cutting yourself? That's sick. So, brave up yourself and bare with what he said and stop cutting! You still have a long way to go so, Yeah. ( Im not trying to scold u or smth but what I really want to say is that pls stop cutting )

And, the last thing. Life is not something to give up on. It is a gift that you'll get only once. So treasure it, because life and dignity are the most precious things that we have. Keep fighting, kid *panda-hugs you tightly*

Well, I don't really know you, but let me tell you something. I'm 14 and I cut too. Because of school, because of fake friends, because of my family, sometimes. My younger sister (yes, younger) has been bullying me since I was 9 even if she's 2 years younger than me. She always founds ways to tease me, she always tells me I'm fat or stupid or lazy or a failure. It has reached the point where I can't even find it funny anymore. At school, I have only ONE friend who cares a bit about me. The other children are just careless and sometimes they bully me too. It affects me a bit too much. But still, I can't hate my sister or my classmates. My sister doesn't understand how much pain she causes to me and she'll understand only if she goes through this. My classmates, too. So I can't blame or hate them. There are some points where maybe we deserve all this hate and bad things. Don't forget the fact that you're a human too, you make mistakes too and somewhere on your way, life will ask for the price of those mistakes. But you like to be forgiven when you make a mistake, don't you? And you don't want people to hate you, do you? So, before hating, think wether you like receiving hate or not. Before you ask for something, make sure you give that thing. Before you ask for love, make sure you give love to the others.
And, don't hate your borther. He was brought to your life for a reason. Just try to be nice to him and he'll understand that he should be nice to you too. That's how it works. But there's someone who has to make the first step.
So, think mature, don't let some simple problems win against you. 'Cause, trust me, there are many more people with even more problems, but who don't complain and just fight for their lives. You should do this too

Unnie ... omg no, please no! I didn't see the marks on your wrist today at school but I saw how spaced out an quiet you were. I tried talking to you but you only smiled and nodded your head, instead you walked around with Angie and listened to her problems. Knowing you, you are an amazing girl, whenever you have problems you keep them to yourself. I hate that. You need to start telling us, you need to start conversing with us so we know what the hell is going on with you. And even if we don't ask just say it! I love you so much and you know that all of our friends do too. No quiero que estes asiendo eso, porfavor? Perdona me sí es por algo que ise yo o unas de nuestras amigas. Te amo muchisimo y no quiero que te pase nada! I don't know if I spelled anything correctly but I just want to let you know not to do that, I came up to you yesterday when you were crying alone in the restroom and hugged you, please tell me that that isn't a good friend. Don't you remember last year when you did the same thing because of your dad? You put a stop to it, who? YOU! So oleass , this time, remember that your mom OUR MOM AND THE REST OF OUR FRIENDS THAT LOVE YOUR MOM is getting married in a year. Ignore what your ing brother said, you told me yourself that you didn't need him in your life, that he was a mistake. I'm not trying to tell you to ignore your brother or to love him with all your heart no, just settle in a place between there with him. You know I love you, and even your stupid ex still loves you. Please don't hurt yourself or even think about killing yourself. I know you personally and I would never be able to live without your bubbly and shy perosnality. You're the big sister I never had, please don't ruin our close relationship. I love you, te amo, saranghae! En que idioma te tengo que decir!? No one wants you gone, trust me. Especially not me.

your brother is a trash who's trying to tarnish your life... he's throwing garbage and your not a garbage collector to pick those trashes... don't let them get into you... don't hurt yourself... hurting yourself would only make them happy and caused you pain... how about you think of yourself and ignore them... there are a billion of people in the world for you to choose as a friend... you are not alone~... stay strong okay!