i really hate when i fall in love

and i think recently i have

i really hate when i can't control what's in my mind

i really hate when he's the only one in my head

i really hate when he's nice to me and make me feels like butterflies

but then right after that, i see him treat the other girls the same

i really hate when i think about every single thing about him

i really hate when i look at something, or other people, i start to think how if we do it together

i really hate when i start to imagine how cute you will be to me

i really hate when i know that my friends have slightly -or maybe even more than slightly- crush on him

AND I REALLY REALLY HATE WHEN I KNOW THIS BUT SHE DOESN'T KNOW THAT I HAVE A CRUSH ON HIM TOO

really

you

the world

please

please get off of my mind

please get off from my head

please

don't take my heart when you leave

please

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