Hi! I came about here due to being curious on what this is. You know how people can be curious of.
Anyways! To start with, yes, we might not be that close but hey, I just want you to know that you have lots to talk about this situation. Depression and all is normal, and maybe a few phases too but here's what you've got to take in mind. Don't let it cloud your head. Whatever happens, don't mind the depression and all. Do anything productive to get it out of your mind. Listen to songs, sing, read, write, whatever. Never entertain it.
I'm glad you aren't thinking of cutting your wrist.
Girl, I've been here. I've once tried horrible stuff out of extreme depression. I took pills, I even tried suicide. I've cut a few times and even had worse things cross my minds. And it ain't pretty.
I might not know the whole story, but I am most definitely willing to listen to it. Pm me or what, I'll listen. I'll try and help you, based on a few previous situations I had before and now. I'll try and help.
But here's one thing. You can live so much more. Skipping meals is like slow torture. You'll get skinny and trust me, skipping meals is far worse than cutting. Sure, blood does sound bad but dying out of hunger? Sure sounds worse. I know, maybe the emotions might've gotten too far in your head that your mind tells you not to eat or gives you a feeling of not wanting to eat, but you've got to fight that. You have to eat well, okay? You need to live.
That's all!
Pm me for help, okay? I'll be here! :)

If you ever need someone to talk to, feel free to message me! Sometimes it's nice to have someone you don't know very well to unload on. I hope you feel better someday soon! (Even though I know it doesn't just go away)

I just stumbled upon this after coming back on AFF for a while just to check on the website. Reading your blog title halfway, I skipped it and immediately clicked on it. It took a while to process in what you wrote and I just want to tell you that, it does get better. Now hold on, I know what you're thinking, "What the crap is this? I barely know her."
But it really does. Life is such a long and interesting journey. Maybe it may not be such an easy route or path like how we all imagined, but it is worthwhile. It doesn't matter on your religion but God promises not an easy life but a promising one. So maybe today isn't a good day or you've been having a rough week or for the past few days things have been hard on you. Just know that if you reach out to someone and try to talk to them about your problems, there has to be someone who will listen.
The insecurities someone might have to not speak up might get in the way but if you try and believe in getting help, you might feel better. The dark clouds of your days might go away and it's not good to hold it in. Crying doesn't exactly make all the pain go away but if it relieves some of your pain, do it. I don't condone self-harming (and props to you for not intending to cut your wrist) because you are far too precious to bring harm to yourself. Skipping meals are not good either. Really, it's not. It's not healthy and it could damage your immune system. If you need help, please reach out and try to talk to someone about your problems.

I hope you have a good day/night (depending on where you are) and may the days ahead of you be brighter than they were today. ♥

aww what happened to you? do you want to talk about it to me?