Hello Everyone,

It's been a really long time since you haven't heard from me and I stopped writing. I didn't log in for months, and I just recently returned to this site to check out the messages, comments people sent me or left on my stories. I would lie if I said it's not strange to be here again :) But honestly, I started missing this place recently. And I have my days when I miss writing, when I feel nostalgic and remember how much I loved putting my feelings and thoughts on 'paper'. Writing has been a huge part of my life in the past, and since Februrary I have not written anything. I know I won't start it again, first because I have zero time to do that, plus I don't follow Nu'est or listen to kpop anymore. Of course I could start writing with different characters, but I am really very short on time.

Just a little update on my life if anyone is interested. You probably remember that I have moved back from China to Hungary last year. I got a job in March which I really enjoy, met a couple of new friends, but this job also made me meet someone who broke my heart. It's funny, that love affair reminded me of a few of my painful, destructive BaekRen stories. It is fun to write about it, not fun to have a relationship that basically destroys you. Anyway it is over, it was an experience, and I learnt a lot from it. Heartbreakers are attractive, dangerous, y, but it's better to avoid them in real life :) And no, as I said in so many of my stories, you cannot control your feelings and who you fall in love with. Sadly...

I recently bought my own apartment in Budapest, and hopefully I can move in in January. It will be really exciting to have my own place, own independent life. I cannot wait. Such a new start, a new episode in my life.

That's all for now, I may log in a couple of times.

Have a great week everyone :)

Monchi