Dumb & Useless

You know that ugly feeling you get when you see no one cares about you? Knowing that you care so much about them..but they don't.

The feeling of gettin' slowly replaced everywhere....Feeling incapable,silly,alone,not understood by anyone around you.Just when you thought you found your place you realize that's all a lie.

This is pretty much how I feel now.Alone,even if I have people around me, silly because of everything I say, replaced with someone else, ugly and helpless. Everytime I try to build something everything gets ruined.Where once I felt like home feels now like a strange place. The real me feels like it's something not worthed to show to anybody. In this world the only person that's on my side is me it seems...I feel like everything I do is stupid and childlish and sensless.

All I need is an " yes,I'm here next to you" instead of " you're out of your minds" or "really? gosh,you're stupid" and other things like that.

Words like stupid, incapable, ugly,dumb are pretty much party of my daily routine in what I hear from others lately.....

Even this blog post feels ty to me....Why complaining? Because I feel the need.It's just my stupid childlish feelings...

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lovelyrai #1
Awe do what we do best WRITE IT OUT pen to paper or fingers to keyboard. Your right when you say your the sole person that you can depend on but that doesn't necissarily that your alone. No honey your not alone you have people that love you and people that notice you even when you dont think there are.
ppz_uk #2
Aw~ i feel the same way as u sometimes too!<br />
but I think u better forget it~ <br />
because it's really annoying!!!!!!
Okurah #3
Omigosh!! Don't feel like that!! I may not be there next to you, and I may hardly know you but I'm willing to lend you an open ear! ^^ Don't think of yourself as stupid and childish!! Everyone complains it's natural, if you need someone to talk to, I'll listen ^^
ForeverNoona #4
We all feel like that and it's part of human nature. You'll get past it~<br />
*gives hugs of comfort to speed up the process!*
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