i swear hslo is so - ugh! that drama is just frustrating and how they portray the characters. i don't want to watch it anymore but i wanna now what happens to yeol and seulbi in  ep 17..

but, seriously, seulbi doesn't know when to leave sungyeol alone. she's so annoying i just wanna slap sense into her. and woohyun, that boy, talking about killing people and letting others die when he lost his grandma because of cancer. and sungyeol, making everything too complicated and staying with that mind to destroy everything that belongs to woohyun.

to be honest, i really love sungyeol's dad. he's really daebak. at first i didn't like him because he teamed up with woohyun's mom too often. but now, he wants to be there for his son and she's (woohyun's mom) is making it seem like he doesn't care about her son. he does but sungyeol's more important to him since he's his biological son.

and i don't think woohyun's mom is a bad person. she left him for his own good even though he can't understand that.

the moment everything seemed fine everything started to break apart and i don't know i just don't wanna see how much they're suffering because i suffer too and - ugh, i hate that.

what i don't like as well is how cute and adorable and sweet woohyun and seulbi are to each other. i think everyone pretty got that they're meant to be but we don't need to see it every single time they're together. i do understand that they love each other but can't they tune it down? woohyun spoke about that he's suffering when yeol suffers and that he's doing this for his sake but i don't see where he does so. the only things i see are how woohyun rubs his relationship with seulbi into his face, showing off what yeol will never have with the girl he fell for the first time (i think it's his first time being in love).

and seulbi talks about how she doesn't want yeol to hurt woohyun anymore but she's hurting yeol, doesn't she see that? and she doesn't even look right at yeol, never tries to understand him because all she thinks about is woohyun woohyun woohyun.

i admit that yeol is really annoying and he's just so - ugh. but he lost things he didn't know he'll loose. his father always was on his step-mother's side,  seulbi chose woohyun not him and now, after he warmed up to his step-mom, he gets to know that she's woohyun's mom. i'm happy at least his father sees how much his son is suffering because sungyeol definitely needs someone to lean on after all of this. his biological mother doesn't even show up anymore.

and, woohyun suffers too. but he's always denying and saying he doesn't want a mother like her while in fact he does want her around. why is he doing this? he revealed it to the class and to yeol and not to his mother? (i know she stood outside but he doesn't know she knows.)

i just don't get this drama.

woohyun always hurts yeo and that's why yeol hurts him back. it's a never ending circle and as long as they won't clear up all those misunderstandings they won't get along. and seulbi is the one that caused the beginning of that. i don't want to say she's bad but she's definitely not someone that makes them happy. in fact, she pulled them apart from each other. they were good friends when everything was fine at the beginning. and now she's the one making them hold onto those frustrating feelings.

ugh.

can't seulbi disappear? it's not that i don't like her (okay, tbvh i don't like her. she always interferes in other people's business and i wouldn't want someone to do that to me. she's annoying trying to help everyone and still acting like she's innocent while she's not) but i just don't get that she doesn't see that she's being selfish wanting to stay by woohyun's side. love may be someone good and all but because of her everyone has hard time and she still wants to be there (what i would want too but..) but sometimes you need to back down so the people you care about can be happy too even though the one they truly loved is gone. a boyfriend/girlfriend is not everything in life. there are friends and your family. i think woohyun sees that but he's being pathetic trying to hold onto her because she's all he's got (what's not true).

and seriously, that speech about him not being able to call her mother 'mom'..... wow, i cried. but he knows sungyeol's parents are divorced and his step-mom is his mom and that yeol can't call his mother everyday for at least ten times. 

but, tbh, they're all selfish. and they just don't want to share. sungyeol needs to accept that his family got a new member he can be really good friends with. woohyun needs to accept that love isn't everything in life and seulbi needs to accept that she should go because their friendship is something precious and she makes it worse because they both love her and so she's standing in the midst of it. and i swear when she told yeol she'll only look at him when he leaves woohyun be........... can't i just kill her? is she stupid to offer something like this? doesn't she know yeol loves her and as long as her heart is with woohyun this'll hurt the three of them? i really want to have a talk with the director of hslo....... this drama is just - ugh.

hslo is really some drama i wouldn't watch if it wouldn't be for taeho and yooa. they're so cute together and they don't overdo it (since they aren't even official because they didn't even start to date (yet)).

shoot me.

hslo.

i'm happy only four more episodes and everything is over.