I just start my new semester a week ago.

In just two months, i need to struggle in two subjectd and will have the mid term on 2 or 3 weeks more.  And assesment next week.

Mentally not prepare.

Living with roommate who just being a roommate.

I have hurts her feeling and I just feels so even she didn't tell me.

I am feeling terrible and still with my lazy .

I just wanna go out from messy things. I just dont like it 

I just wanna give up

I just.

Hm.

Why am so damn bad?

Why I have no manners? 

Why I am lazy af?

Bull to myself.

I just wanna go home.

Badly.

Hm.