Goodness me, do your subscribers also see these blog posts? Well, no matter, I would absolutely love it if they did because the whole topic of this blog post is the sole reason I haven't been updating ANY of my fictions as well as not being a really good admin on my own roleplay. Totally sorry for that, lovelies.

Although I have two exams left until my freedom for the year, I've got to say that I've really gotten busy with exam preparation. Especially on a certain subject due to a certain individual, whom I've talked about earlier before (I think a few months back, perhaps?) My exam on the subject is tomorrow and I wasn't so panicky about it.

Until now.

I've literally got 15 hours for it. I sleep for roughly 8 hours and I have to eat dinner and breakfast. Which means, I have 6 hours left to study.

I've been studying, yes, but I feel like I haven't really grasped anything solid for the subject which is really frustrating. It makes me mad. It makes me crazy. It makes me tear my hair out and scream loud lamentations.

There's the issue of remembering a lot of terms, a lot of quotes, evidence and examples, as well as loads and loads and loads of knowledge. As interesting and fun this subject is, I kind of wish that I didn't choose it at all and went with a different subject altogether.

However, here I am anyway with this problem of mine and I have to face it, either way. Lucky enough for me, there are only a few students doing the said subject which gives me a bit of room to breathe, but that's still not a good enough reason not to study, really. I'm literally just hoping that I get the score I want or something? Honestly don't care anymore. But in the back of my mind, I still do.

Someone send help.