Honestly, I dont know anymore.

I dont know what to do, or what to be, even.

I feel so empty to the point where I just...I get lost in my own thoughts.

So little things that can make me happy these days.

But I dont want to complain about my life, since what I have around me may be something that someone else might need desperately but cant afford to have it.

But I also cant help feeling this way. I dont like sharing these kind of things with people who knows me. The might think of me as annoying, or childish.

Because I'm always happy, optimstic and fun in their eyes. Because I seem strong. Because they dont know me.

This topic is always an issue to depressed people like me. But I dont care. I need to share it before I burst.

Some days, I feel like I'm missing a piece of myself. So I try to miss someone, but no one comes to mind. No one.

I have tons of reliable friends but I dont know who to miss.

Family? Of course. I miss them the moment they're out of my sight.

But even with that, I still cant find my missing piece.

What do I do?

Its been a while since I have this feeling. So I dont what to do.