This probably gonna be the thing that i never wanted to it to be happening. Eventually it does happen. I know that life sometimes have ups and downs and currently there are too much to be thinking about. I dont want to be the invisible me among my friends. It is hard that when i have problems to share..nobody was there. They just friending me for my brain. I know. If they somehow having problems..i was there. But could thy somehow understand my feelings? I dont want us to be just friends for benefit. Please look the brighter side. We are friends. This first year...i dont know anymore. I dont have good friends. Just some friends for benefits..yeah. 

Sorry for keep dissapearing again friends. To my twin....sorry for not contacting you for so long. I really missed our non stop conversations.