Wow... I haven't been on this account for a while. I don't know where to start, I have so many things to tell you guys but I don't want to burden you with something extra long to read so I'm going to try to keep it short and simple as much as I can.

Umm, well first of all, I want to apologize. I know I know, I always disappear and come back and apologize and you're probably annoyed to hear me say that and I totally understand. It'd even surprise me if anyone's reading this tbh. I'm posting this here because you all deserve an explanation.

I had written a blog post long ago about why I had suddenly left AFF and how things in my life were slowly getting better and whatnot. Things were in fact getting better for a moment, but then one of my close relatives passed away and other unfortunate events came one after the other. I didn't see any of it coming, it just came slapping me right in the face without me being able to do anything. 

It took months for me to get back to a 'normal' life and although it was extremely hard, I still managed to make it out and now here I am today. You have no idea how bad I feel about not notifying any of you guys about my situation. Even with everything that was happening I should've at least post a quick notice or something. I feel like I've let you down countless times and I can't forgive myself for this... I'm so sorry. 

I wanted to wait until I was sure that everything was okay before coming back here because I don't want to leave again. Ever. I love this place so much and the people here are so great.

However, I won't be using this account anymore. It may holds happy memories but it also reminds me of the bad things that occured and I just need somewhere fresh where I can be happy and share things with everyone like the old days. If you're still interested in following me, you'll be able to find me over at http://www.asianfanfics.com/profile/view/735176 as happy_bubbletea

If you're wondering about what I'm going to do with my stories, for now I'm working on finishing Evolution of the Heart. The story line has been revised and worked on, and there may still be some fixes here and there but I'm currently working on the chapters. The title might get changed as well, however the story and characters stay the same! I will be changing a few things in the already submitted chapters and post the improved version on my new acc. 

Once again, I want to let you guys know that I'm terribly sorry for all of this. I wish I could do anything to make up for all the time I've been away... even if just one person decides to wait just a tiny bit more for the fic to be done, I'll be incredibly happy. But then again, if no one wants to continue to read it it's perfectly fine too; I'm still gonna post it anyway because that's the least I can do for you guys. 

Thank you so much if you read this 'till the end! :') I hope everyone is doing alright and I wish you all the best!

Much Love <3