As per request of being told to only choose ONE answer a day, I will try my hardest NOT to go out of control for tonight's answer x.x My indecisiveness is gonna be the death of me...

I know I'm not supposed to pick more than one. But tonight I have 3 definite choices. Compared to my standard 8 or so that's not too bad ;) I've improved dramatically lolz

So U-Kiss's Someday and Take Me Away are songs that make me miss people. And so does Co-Ed School's I Love You A Thousand Times.

Alright, so since I'm cutting it short, I'll explain a little bit about each.

At the beginning of the year, Someday inspired me to do a solo at my dance school because it's a beautiful song. I got the approval, but I don't have the money to pay the fees, so it'll wait a year. In the meantime, I decided to look up the lyrics to the song. It's basically about starting out at the bottom, but someday, you're going to get all of the good things coming to you and be happy. So it reminds me very much of my mom's mom (who passed away 7 years ago), and my dad's dad (who passed away only 3 years ago), because the both of them always thought so highly of me. My grandma was my best friend, and my grandpa was my biggest advocate. He always told me that someday I was going to be principal of my school, most likely before high school ends. And my grandma always saw me as rising to the challenges of life and bound to be successful. And this song reminds me of my desire to prove them both right and live on in their honor.

Take Me Away doesn't necessarily remind me of a specific person that I miss...it just reminds me of all of the times I'm down. It reminds me of all the people I've lost, all of the things I've done wrong...it's basically a song that reminds me of my own sadness. And yet I love the song. It really makes me think about my crazy dreams that come true, that are never good, and sometimes I wish there was a way to handle the pain of being able to see things I can't do anything to stop. I guess the song reminds me (inadvertadly) to an instance several months ago. Back in May, I had a dream about a mid-aged, somewhat-famous Korean woman killing herself. Specifically on May 24th. I remember seeing it so vividly over and over again. And then on May 24th, when I decided to check allkpop in the morning, news anchor Song Ji Sun had killed herself. I recognized her immediately and almost lost it. I guess Take Me Away is a song I listen to as a scapegoat to my feelings of seeing things that maybe I shouldn't, or seeing things I can't control...because sometimes, like the song says, "I can't take this pain". But I promise I'm not suicidal or anything, please don't misunderstand me aha ;)

And I Love You A Thousand Times...kinda again about the missing people I've lost. Because I love them a thousand times...always have, always will.

Wow...tonight's was a total downer. And to be honest, I've only told about 4 people about the dream in general. Two of whom being family. But yeah...that's my crazy story and I'm sticking to it ^^ I promise the rest of my challenge will be light hearted~ ♥