Hi...

I'm so beyond stressed and I can't take it.... Yesterday I cried for 5 hours over school work and exams it's becoming beyond copable...I have stress and anxiety issues and putting both together is like making a bomb go off in my head and I am thinking stupid things... 

Today I am staying after school to do some more work for Music of which I regret highly choosing as a subject to take for GCSE all it is doing is causing me to have panic attacks.. I am awful at creating music because for starters I have only grasped the basics of notation reading and I barely understand a word my teacher says.. 

I am going to have no time to myself at all... As my home is rather far from school so me staying later at school means later getting home and then tomorrow I have meetings after school till late of which I have to walk home again... I would do my school work at lunch but being a prefect that causes great difficulty and the fact I have an inconciderayte kpop friend who thinks all her issues are more important.... 

Meh bye bye xx hope you all have a better day than I do...