NOT INTENDED TO OFFEND ANYONE.

Okay well, a lot of you may rage at me or have different opinions but please take note that this is completely my opinion. And the only reason why I'm sharing it is because I've been in a bad mood and I just need a place to leave a small rant. So if I offend you or you feel like I'm talking about you, please feel free to bring it up with me. But it may not be about you.

1) I absolutely hate people who think they're so smart. The obnoxious toxic that comes from these people's mouths is just so repulsive.

2) When younger people act like they're better than you, older than you or more superior to you. Please re-evaluate yourself and your morals because there's a reason why I'm older. I have different experiences and I have graced this Earth longer than you have. Do not act like you are my superior just because you've dabbled in something longer than I have. I wouldn't do it to you.

3) Self-proclaimed mature people. You guys aren't mature because you think of the world as a different way or because you understand big words or because you don't understand modern day society. People are deemed mature because they can take a high road and become a bigger person. If they don't like something someone else is doing, they tolerate it or they handle the situation in a calm matter.

4) People who just don't ing understand. I absolutely despise people who go around ignorantly complaining about when they know nothing. Before you open your mouth, please see a situation beforehand. You're not the smartest person nor will you ever be.

5) Unnecessary comments. Don't put words in my mouth. "Please don't hate me for saying this. I'm not trying to be a ." I DIDN'T ING CALL YOU A NOW DID I? NAH, SHUT THE UP THEN.

6) People in general. It's called a "phase" for people going through high school. I'm not lying, going through university, I learned that a lot of people who hated people had only gone through that in High School and elementary. So if you said to someone you hate people, they'd say that it was incredibly high school of you. BUT in my experience I have been heartbroken and I have been wreck completely inside and out.

I've had a boyfriend who cheated on me, a boyfriend who constantly verbally abused me and a boyfriend who neglected me. It wasn't a good feeling. I've had a best friend who went out with my boyfriend behind my back, a best friend who lied to me and a best friend who talked MAJOR behind my back.

I don't understand why people say they hate people when in reality it's just because they have social issues. Call me crazy but that's a mindset. It's not their fault and to be honest I'm not going to say they're in the wrong or that it's hipster or whatever. But I've been completely destroyed by people in my life and that's why I don't like them. I don't trust anyone and to be very honest, I look for people who I can just open up and talk to. But over and over again it's like my problems just irritate them and they don't wish to be concerned with them. it all then, no? I'm just not going to ing talk to anyone about my problems and I'm not going to ing tell anyone about it.

The next time I think of suicide... I'll be sure to do it in secret.