Why did I do it...why did i join three different clubs and get a job where you have to be social? I am by no means a social person. I'm socially stupid I mess up my words all the time, can't think of anything to say to keep a conversation going, and am the shyest person I know! So why oh why did I get a job as a waitress! Seriously me...you're so dumb...

...but oh well at least I'm making some income now instead of just longing for things and hoping others will get them for me...and I guess the clubs are fun. I joined art club, photography club, and jazz band so it'll be cool.