Some of my close friends have been asking me how I am coping with everything that's been happening to my bias right now and what can I say about it....

First of all, I would like to sincerely apologize to all my wonderful readers and subscribers, as well as those who had followed and added me as friend here in AFF for not being active for more than a year due to some personal reasons.

Now let's head on to what this post is all about. When I first read about the news of Ming being in a relationship, I underwent the five stages of grief (LOL). I was in total denial...I was shocked, to say the least. Then my thoughts went to Kyuhyun. I wonder how he is accepting this news. Is he having the same reactions as mine? Is he depressed? Then I saw his post in twitter. The word "healing" just hit me the most. :p Ok. So this is serious.... Then I also heard the song that Changmin wrote, which Kyu sang during SS6 in Seoul, that tells about Kyu's love story, and it's totally heartbreaking! (I'm overreacting again...Sorry, but not sorry)

Again, I was like 'Kyu, hang in there. They are just dating. It's not like they'll be together forever.' Who can blame me? I've known many people from the entertainment industry who were dating but didn't end up together in the end. I just want to be positive for the sake of KyuMin, even though during those days and before the news came out, they were avoiding each other T____T

But I was so wrong! Definitely and absolutely WRONG! Sungmin is going to get married this December 13. I still haven't gotten over the news of him dating that girl, and now the news of him getting married came out.

At first I was like, "I hate you! Why so sudden? I am not going to support you anymore! I am going to delete all of my stories about you and Kyu!"-----sorry, but I'm just being totally honest with what I really uttered the first thing I read the news here. XD

And then I realized, I'm being immature. I also read his heartfelt message for us, his fans. Even though it pains me, I can only congratulate him on his upcoming wedding day. When that day will come, I will still be here to support him and the whole Super Junior members.

That girl said he was a burden and as a fan of Ming for a long time, it's just too painful to hear it from someone whom he entrusted his heart with. I just hope she didn't mean it that way. I never liked her for him, to be honest, but maybe he has seen something in her that we were not able to see. I hope she will love Ming like how much we love him and support him and never leave his side. I just want Ming to be happy and if marrying her is his greatest happiness, then as one of his EverLasting Friends, I will always support him.

As for KyuMin, even though in real world this couple is not real, in my own virtual KyuMin world, they are! I will always be a JOYER! Sungmin may get married to Saeun in real world, but as a JOYER, I always believe that Sungmin will always belong to Kyuhyun and vice versa.

We may not anymore witness or heard any KyuMin moments, but I will still believe that somewhere behind the scenes and eyes of other people, these two will always share special moments together just like the old times.

And if by writing and reading KyuMin fanfics will keep this couple alive, then I would gladly do it. I just hope that some of my fellow Joyers are thinking the same thing....

Oh! By the way, I wonder when will the other SJ members will reveal their special someone? I can't wait! They're not getting any younger, honestly...hehe...same with me!when will that special someone will arrive?hahaha

PS:
There's a question that keeps on bugging me...Ming, is Saeun pregnant? Oops~~sorry, not sorry again :p