So Sungmin is getting married... I'm happy for him if he found his true love and if she's not good enough for him, I have other ELFs who are taking care of her... Just kidding xD

But I don't know how you see it, but every time such news are coming out, I'm sad. Not because of them dating or getting married, but because I think about my fanfictions I'm currently reading.

Every time big news come out, some authors say they can't continue to keep writing:

Kris' lawsuit: Many stories just stopped. I know I was sad to, but what can I do about it? I love kpop, but I don't live my life depending on how my bias is and such...(if I did this then I would lie in hospital right now)

Baekyeon dating: Baekyeol is one of my favorite pairings in exo and I understand that your feels, you need to keep writing, are gone for a day or two. But I don't get it when stories are just stopping. Like one was with a huge cliffhanger and then came the news and the next chapter was like"I'm sorry but I can't continue to write Baekyeol..." I was angrier than hearing from the dating news. T.T

The there was Luhan leaving Exo: At first I red it and didn't even blink, I red it again...and again. Then I just laughed like a crazy fangirl and wonder why it doesn't even effect me that much... I think I already experienced it with Kris and I became an ELF (Suju fandom) not long ago, do I already experienced it half from Hangeng and Kibum, too. Bust what scared me wasn't the possibility of Tao and Lay leaving too, it was the fear of the stories which aren't going to be finished. Then the next day one of my favorite fanfics got on a break.

Sungmins dating and wedding news : I got scared again,cause dating news and such affect writer more than leavings. But I'm lucky, cause ELFs are more mature in that one and none of my fanfics(KYUMIN SHIPPER!!!) got on hiatus . 

Is it normal that I'm more scared that the stories I'm currently reading aren't going to be finished than the cause of it?