Okay,

I knew this is weird. I should be happy to know the truth, well who is not happy about getting married?

I will happy too of course if the one i love propose me and ask me to marry him.

But,

to hear that 'great' new in the middle of my work,  i cant, i cant hear this, i cant, just cant, not now, please..................................

My heart broke into pieces, i cant collect them now, what to do? i dont know, i cant think, i can describe what i feel right now.

I love Sungmin too much, and more than as a fan to her idol. Just realize that maybe i love him from the bottom of my heart as a mowan to man.

i prefer he is getting married with Kyu than other woman (Okay, that was mean, i am sorry Sungmin ^.^ ).

Well, it doesnt matter what i feel, Sungmin said it by himself that he found his fate with that girl.

If you say so Sungmin, i really hope that you will really be happy.

Lee Sungmin, I need my time to heal my broken heart, but dont worry i will keep supporting you as Super Junior member. 

PLEASE BE HAPPY!

Love you forever,

-Emgee-