Sm is the most stupid entertainment company I've ever encountered! From names to scandals to their artists' health, they barely seemed to do anything right.

When I was younger, I was heartbroken when I heard about Han Geng leaving SJ. He was actually one of my biases, along with Sungmin, Ryeowook and Kibum. I thought that it would stop there but no...it seemed like SM didn't learn anything at all.

I mean, what do they get from all this? From putting the idols in pain? I'm sure they don't get any love nor support from the fans. They're just giving us reasons to hate them even more.

I was seriously getting annoyed when the DBSK problems arose. I was happy with shinee and fx at that time when suddenly three members left. AND YOOCHUN WAS PART. I'm not exactly a die-hard fan bit I know enough to actually be a fan. My sister's the Cassie. I'm everything else XD

2014 surely is one of the worst (or is the worst) years of k-pop.

Then, I've noticed how Jjong got a bit skinny in 2013 (?) or 2012. It was a real shocker for me since Jonghyun has a great set of muscles. But I think he worked out and got them back. Then Onew was either sick or injured most of the time. When was their last promotion? Months ago?

Fx is another victim. I'm sure I don't need to explain already since most of you probably know.

Recently, the leaving of Jessica has then a toll on everyone,

But then, it doesn't end there.

LU FREAKING HAN LEFT TOO.

At first I was like, "wait what?" Then I searched it a bit more and found out that it actually was true. Luhan, my bias, has just left exo.

I knew something was going on when they announced that Luhan will not be a part of the Smtown concert because oh health problems. There was something fishy there and I had a voice at the back of my head saying that something was going to happen soon.

i didn't know that it would be this soon.

It was weird actually. At first glance, you wouldn't think that Luhan would have a problem like that. I mean, Jessica's not joining cuz...well, she's not part anymore. As much as I miss her, we know that she won't come back. Sooyoung, however, isn't part as well. I forgot why tho, I think they said she was sick? Maybe, I forgot. But Onew would be part so I'm a bit happy.

Anyway, back to topic. It's kinda relieving to see him quit because his health worried me. I didn't want him to get hurt or anything. If he couldn't handle it anymore, just give him some slack. Is it that hard to do? I'm not only defending him but also the rest of the kpop idols. We all know that the music industry is harsh and very troublesome in this country.

The thing that's bothering me though is that most of the fans are supporting Luhan and being all sad and stuff but when Kris left, he was even sent hate! What's the difference between the two? The reasons on why they left are pretty simile are with each other, why treat them differently?

Now I know you guys are having mixed feelings about this but hey, look at the bright side. There are still ten members of exo doing their best to please all of us. I'm sure the leaving-of-members won't end with a Luhan only. Probably two or three more will leave in the future before the whole group disbands. Let's face it, nothing lasts forever.

Im just saddened that I won't be hearing Luhan's and Kris' voices anymore in their songs. Sure Lay, Tao and Xiumin would probably get more lines but that's not the point. It would probably feel like they're replacing them or something.

I mig now update I Like You for a while. My mind's been scattered so much lately that I haven't even thought about the next chapter for the story.

But whatever. Exo is still exo. SJ is still SJ. Snsd is still snsd. I don't think I can say the same about DBSK though. I wish I could.

One thing's for sure, I'm going to miss them. (Probably won't be the last time I'll be saying that)