i know, i know. I should have never expected in the first place for me not to feel this way.  But then, I'm a hardcore daragon shipper. Seeing the article now,really made me cry. Undeniably, those pictures meant something. Being cuddly and sweet makes them a couple. The articles before never really gave an impact to me, but these hurt me. 

Back then, i thought it's okay. Now, thinking again. It's not. 

I've been a shipper, eversince the hello performance so its been years. So, it would take me time to move on. Some will say, they there still has a chance,since they didnt admit anything. but cmon' lets just be honest here! backhuging and holding her face, that really is something! 

Among the kpop idols that i ship the most is them, so this really hurts me. I'm both a huge fan of them, but dara the most and 2NE1. 

I know that I'm just a fan so i don't really have the right to tell them who to date or not. I'm leaving the daragon ship,it breaks my heart. Some of you will say that I'm not being loyal or stuff like that but I'm just being true to what I'm feeling right now. Seeing the pictures,really broke my heart. I am bitter, yes.

I know in my heart, that i will also learn to accept and move on about it. it will take time but not now.

Sorry for the rant and the fuss, if you had read this. I just couldn't hold it in.