Alchoal soaked lies of betryal were poured over my head and my shoulders shook with shame

But, I had to always remember who I betrayed first

It didn't matter if my knees burned from begging on my knees or if I brought more glory, I couldn't receive...

Forgiveness

It was easier to ask for forgiveness, but not to give it, atleast it wasn't to her

Because of my selfishness

Even through smiles, tears and sweat earned together, our eyes never met the same way

The members like chicks following the mother hen, acted the same way

I was an outcast truly and I knew it

The signs and mistakes I made were ten fold through time

Yet, I still smiled, hoping that I could receive forgiveness

Hoping we could be those best friends again

But, that day never came when I tried to stretch my fame

It was another 'selfish' act, but I believed I could do it

Why couldn't they believe me?

She couldn't believe me any more, because I broke that trust a long time ago

I had to choose between my dream or 'our' dream as nine

But instead they chose for me...

The sad and painful reality was now revealed

In honesty, there were only 8 members a long time ago

I was...

REMOVING THE BLIND FOLD