Why do I love you? A book by me.


it's a question i dont know if i can answer. because i dont have any nice reasons why i love you besides that one that i have in mind.

Honestly, Yixing, I want you to know how happy I am to celebrate your birthday again this year. Wow. Two years and still, you manage to make my heart flutter. your smile. Excuse me mister, how many girls have you killed with the youthful smile of yours? Do you even thought about how my stomach was filled with pesky butterflies when you smile? Dont you know that it's not really a fluffy feeling, but rather, a stress inside my tummy? Do you know how it lightens my day whenever the skies decided to drop off heads who ruins my mood along the way? do you know that big effect it does to me?
your dimples. they say even though its cute, 
your beautiful eyes, too! i mean, come on, i know you know you do have a pair of beautiful eyes but not the only thing about it. it's full of sincerity. I know you do. I can feel it especially when you tell us that you have special feelings for us. and when you dance or sing or do stuffs you like, it shines. i wonder what kind of sparkle will i see once the both of us will meet in the future.
speaking of future, i am anticipating it everyday.
your lips - can you just not pout because i dont know - inappriate thoughts? lmao kidding. i just - i dont know. i just dont want you to pout. it's disarms me bigtime. ;A;

another year had passed and i'm still here. slowly falling deeper and deeper with your charms. how do you do that, Yixing? how?

thank you for everything. you have been through a lot and i know things exhausts you but thank you for hanging on. sorry if they made you cry. when you cry, dont worry, we'll wipe your tears for you. thank you you for making me feel that my love for you in unrequited just like the others. because of that L-sign you do everytime eversince you became EXO's LAY, i know our love for you isnt unrequited. i know you love us too. thank you for making this life of mine memorable. thank you for stealing my heart because i dont know what will i do if some guy got it. thank you for being born, Yixing. thank you for teaching me things. you're a light yixing. and lastly, thank you for making me happy. one day, i'm going to give it back to you. thank you for being the yixing who has a big place in my heart/



Happy Birthdaaay Zhang Yixing
Why do love you?
Because I do. and because it's you.