Dear dada (lol),

First thing first:  happy birthday.

i know u r not going to read this but because i always forgetting your birthday, this letter is a reminder for me.

I know i always keep my secret and no one really know me well...because i dont trust people, alright?

I rarely show you my caring side because i think its not important and being an empthy type of person i am (does that even right?) I know you rarely see me cry either.

Sorry because we have a fight today. Its all my fault. You dont have to lie, my siblings wont lie to me because their eyes were stating the truth.

I love you, dad. Like a lot.

Since you are not having a big birthday party this year and I therefore don’t get the chance to bail you out of a botched speech with my own impromptu genius, I figured the next best thing would be to write you a letter. 

You, Dad,

are one of my favorite people in the world.  I’m sure there were times growing up when I was mad at you or when we got in fights or maybe when, in the heat of the moment, I told you that I hated you, something which all children do at some point I think, but sitting here at my computer right now I cannot conjure a single negative memory.  There are plenty of things that I do remember, however.  

Im sorry for ruining everything, dad. Im sorry for pushing my cousin's head on your birthday. Im sorry for talking back at mom. Im sorry for snapping over my siblings (dad, did u know bro just clashed with his gf bcause she cheated on him, ill try to slap her later) im sorry for planning a revenge and sorry for laughing while writing this letter.

Dad, Orange doesnt want to eat the fish and i nearly chocked him with the milk. I hope that cat wont die...yet. 

Dad, today i chatted with someone and hes so annoying. I know he have depression or still mourning over his love life but i think he need to open up a little bit. If he keep being like that, i dont think he'll get anyone, lol. 

Dad, sorry for being rude. I just need to let this out. Thanks for not reading this or you might know that i just broke your charger.... i mean, if u ever asking, youll never know unless you read this.

I love you a lot,dad. I mean it. 

With XOXO,

SHIN.

P/s: Dad, im still important thn the charger, right?