The sleepless nights I had to go through,

when I fianlly hugged you.

When I finally felt the warmness

that is you.

 

The pain I went through,

searching for you.

When I ran miles for you,

thinking that I lost you.

 

The truth that almost killed me,

when I found out about your deepest secrets.

When I finally opened my eyes,

to see the real you.

 

The sadness I felt,

when I tried to let go of you.

When I thought to myself,

"Is this the right thing to do?"

 

But after years of pain, 

I found out the truth.

It's not you who I miss,

it's just the part when I was with you.

It's just the feeling I miss,

the feeling of loving you.

It's not you whom I loved,

it was just the thought of you.