While people are so focused and depressed about what's happening with kpop this year, my head is going to explode any time soon over our piled up projects.

I have been trying to motivate myself with quotations as wallpapers but they just don't work. I admit, I'm not really motivated when I'm craving to go back to writing. I'm not even as active as I was before anymore.

I've been lacking sleep for the past few days, been in front of the computer for as long as many hours and I'm not even college yet to do all these sleepless sht.

For next week, there's a total of 4 deadlines for our project.

I'd rather have  a looooot of projects as long as it's not a group project for pete's sake. They let me do all the frcking shz.

And guess what, they're all group projects.AND IM DOING EVERYTHING. EVERY. FCKING. THING. AND IM HAVING MY BLOODY PERIOD.

SO, this is me basically:

Okay, sorry for the language but I need to let it all out.

You think 4 deadlines aren't enough?

Well, that's because the projects this quarter are scattered but they're still some piled up sht on your brain.

I've tried more than 10 tasks in just a week for more than how many times and another good news... THEY PILE IT UP ON EXAMS WEEK YAY.

I never really tried having much textmates/chatmates but on every proj week, the chatboxes and my inbox pops out message asking what to do what to freaking do.

Okay so here's what I'm going to ask next.

How the hell do you make your groupmates work.

Help especially to psychologists people. I'm going insane.