When ideas keep fly around in my brain, the only thing I need is to write it down.

I'm so on fire!

But...

.... being an amateur, I cant fight any obstacle and distraction that block my will to write.

I'm such a weak writer. I cant write when there's people around me, and talk. It's hard to focus because I dont have a heart to ignore or scold them for disturb my writing moment. Frankly, I never bothered even though the music I've listen while I write put in almost maximum volume, lol.

When finaly nobody's with me, job is coming. I'm doing things that only super busy in peak time, and totaly free when everything finish. This only happens once in a month. 

It comes to my nerve when ideas still hanging in my head, but I cant write it down because too many people, then when i'm get my me-time, job is coming. Tadaaaa!!! I'm crumpled!!!

Really want to quit this job and focus on writing my novel, and fanfic too. But I have to make money for living. And writer not considered as a job in my country. Also artisant not really get respect from society. Sigh~

Can I just back to college life when everything feels so alive??!