My first crush after almost two years turns out to be a TEACHER?!
So here I was telling my friend a month ago how unethical it was to have a crush on your teacher.....& that I didn't see any of my teachers in that light till yet.
But here....I am sprouting a crush on the same teacher that she likes.
We saw him first time at the Fresher's party.....he is not a teacher from our department....but nevertheless a teacher.
My friend was gushing all day about how handsome he is.....blah...blah, & I took a glance at him & said yeah, he was okay.
It was not only her....but all other girls thought he was hot & all. Let me clear one thing though, he is the youngest teacher in our college, like five years elder than us, but he is in diffeent department.....but our labs where we perform experiments are same. So I see him almost everyday.
I suddenly feel attracted towards him, since two days ago. I was not like this....what has happened to me?? I was so sure I'd not sit in d category of my friends who have a crush on a teacher.
So I've been reasoning with my mind that it's just Five year gap....I only like someone who is five years older, & nothing's wrong with it.
He has really short hair, he's fair, & what I find most attractive about him is his slight stubble that is always present .
It feels really good.....cuz this is like my first crush after two years * shocked* I didn't find anyone attractive in last 2 years !
But What I want to gush about majorly is....that I've seen him gaze intently at me sometimes too when I pass by him....or maybe it's just my mind playing tricks.
But the day before yesterday, I was adjusting a permanent slide in lab 3.....& he came to collect some distilled water, & I didn't even realise he was there....right beside me, since I was too busy adjusting the light, & all, & just then the slide was adjusted...it was about Conjugation, but I couldn't see the 2 cells but only d conjugation bridge....so I squaked at my friend,' Yah I can't see the cells---there are no cells', & suddenly I realised there was someone to my left, I turned & saw him staring at me throughout the time till his beaker was full, & then he left.
It was so embarrasing.....I spent the evening thinking what must he have thought of me???
Frnds............plz help me.......
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